Hello everybody. :)
Decided to blog again, YES LA again, because i'm not gonna use the computer for two days.
Due to the chalet lorrrr. :) Yeah, so gonna update only when i come home.
Tmrw, my father's gonna fetch me, py & xy to the pasir ris station.

Tsk, and i haven't even bought the drinks yet!
How stupid huh. I'm just real lazy la.
Anyways i'm thinking whether i should get a job during the holidays or not.
Because i'm going to have lotsa tuition for my AMath & Physics next year.
How do i know i'll get into physics?
Cause i failed biology la, lalala. Simple.

If i get, i'll probably get a job as a waitress or smth.
Although i don't know whether the pay is good or not.
I don't need the money but i just wanna way to pass the time y'know.
& in a nicer way than staying at home and being bored.

Yeah okay i've realised that i'm very random tdy.
So sorry. :)
Anyohow, wo xiang qing chu le!
I guess i'm not reeeeeeeally very sad about leaving 2/3.
But i'm just really uncertain about whats gonna happen.
With certain someones & also to the class i'm going to.

I REALLY WANT BOTH TO GO WELL.
Thats what i want the most right now.

Okay, gonna pack alrdy. :/ Nothing else to do.
Goodbye everyoneee, hope this post was longer than usual.

Ho-hummm.
I'm falling sick alrdy. >:(
Why nowwww.

Cough+flu+sore throat now and then. UGH.
I hate being sick, its so annoying. :/
Okay, anyway enough about that.

Nowadays i've been hooked to listening to 987fm online.
& even made a request for abigailly ng for SOMETHING.
Its not for you all to know. :)
Yeahyeah even though i wanted to broadcast on air. -.-

Anyway hoping that clairieoldtay can go with me to ______ ____. :DDD
If not, i don't think i'd be going.

& the chalet's tmrw too.
Whatta time to get sick.
Byebyebyebyebye.

PS; I CHANGED TO 987 LINK SO IT CAN BE CLICKABLE ALRDY.

Today is very lazy.

And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

I need a new blogskin.
So tired of looking at this one. :/

-SMILES

THANK YOU TO:
(In alphabetical order)

Abigail: Thanks for being there when i've called and was really sad or just wanted to talk to someone. Hmm, also for those times with the girls. Will miss it. :) Oh & uh, thanks for making me laugh til i cried. :PP

Chunzhi: Thanks for making me laugh a lot. :D & being silly with abigail while teasing me at the same time. -.- Anyohow, had lotsa fun with youuu. & for pei-ing wo hui jia & to chi fan.

Clairie: Okayokayokay its a must to mention you. You pulled up my grades A LOT. Haha, thanks. :DDD Its always fun sitting beside you because you can make me laugh with all the silly stuff you said & give good advice.

Courtney: For listening to my problems on msn, and being sucha nice person. :D I hope our outing in november will be really good. Haha.

Grace: Just for being a sister. :) And helping me with maths although i can see you have many other better things to do. -.-

Parents: For believing in me when i didn't believe in myself. :D

Puiyi: Thanks for pei-ing wo hui jia. :) NO THANKS for taking videos. :)

Jiaying: Heheeeee. :) Thanks for talking with me at the staircase about problems.

Keling: For making me laugh a lot during the first part of the year. :) I'm sorry about a lotta what i did in the past. Hope its all behind now. :)

Wenyu: Wheee, :) 5 years of friendship alrdy. Thanks for all the letters & the present. But you have to give me another one. :) Because i know you are veryveryveryVERYVERY generous. :D

Xinyi: LILI. :DDD So fun to be with, and easy to tell stuff to you because you're real trustworthy! It's been nice to go out with you all those times, and thanks for being on my side whenever some problems occured. :) Thanks loads for pei-ing wo hui jia too of course.

Zihui: You're always nice to talk tooo. :) & really smart too. Hope can go out more in the future! It's a definite must.

Oh & to all my classmates, thanks for a good year. :DDD
In actual fact, theres more people (guess who, is it you?) to be thanked.
And other people who are 12345678910 times important to me.
But i can't mention their names. >:(
Thats what i hate about blogging sometimes.

Anyohow i CUT MY HAIR ALR. :DDD Happy.
Happy says goodbye. :)

Sugababes- About you now

It was so easy that night,
Should have been strong,
Yeah I lied,
Nobody gets me like you,
I know everything changes,
All the cities and faces.

/edit.

Yeah okay so i decided to write some really long post and delete what i wrote before. I don't wanna be superficial anyMORE. So i was just talking to chunzhi and abigail ng. :( Sighs, the future seems uncertain la. Okay sure, i got the results i wished for. But everything else seems so distant. I guess i never expected 2007 to end, the days were just like so l-o-n-g, n-e-v-e-r-e-n-d-i-n-g.

& you're NOT stupid, abigail! Thats a fact. :) You just have to prove it to yourself that you're smart. Others can alrdy see that you are smart, so you just have to believe in yourself. :)

I'm gonna be cutting my hair later, finally, yay. :D I really can't stand my hair anymore, its so annoying alrdy. & i really have to like forget about all THIS. I can't go on knowing about all THIS for one more day unless i'm certain THIS has a good outcome.

November 5 is the dayyy. :(
Anyways people please tag, haha. My tagboard is boring.
See you!

HELLO TO THE WORLD!
Think i won't be blogging her very often anymore.
Because this blog makes me feel very superficial, haha. :)
What i write in crayoned-hearts is just a summary,

Will be going back to my livejournal first! :)
Please tag, still.

Til then, see you at lj!

PS: posts may be set to friends only for the more private ones.

School was alright.
Thanks to abigail, clairie, keling, xinyi and zihui for asking me if i'm okay.
It's just shock i think.

Went to vivo, ended up at tiong.
The movie was okay, but not my kinda show.

It's gonna feel weird never walking into 2/3 classroom again.
Think i'll miss just being there.
I want a good secondary 3 class next year.

I can't blog anymore.
Fullstop, and bye.
SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPY.

Some things are meant to be.
If it goes my way, then good, if it doesn't, i won't care anymore.
The situation has been this way for far too long.
Whatever's the outcome, i can't afford to be bothered.
Of course i hope it's good.
But if not, then goodbye. Nice knowing you. :)
***

Tdy, only went school hoping to get dnt marks.
There wasn't any dnt. -.-
Then went home, boring okay.

Anyway i've realised that so far, my subj comb is most alike as lxy.
Haha, her name sounds super branded doesn't it? :)
Hope we get to the same class.
But she's wayyy smarter.
I wanna get into my option please please please. :(
Okay no more whining.

Going off now. Hadeeha.
BYE x12345678910!

Headache. >:(
I hate headaches okay.
They are so painful+annoying+cannot sleep off the pain.
Even sitting in front of the computer now is painful.
Bright computer screens make me feel even worse, weird right.

Yay anyway i think i can officially say that i'm over the whole thing.
I don't like who YOU are now, thereeefore, i'm not as affected anymore.
Everyone say hooray, :)

Hmm today=super x10 slack.
Onetreehill+Book+Computer+Lazy talking.
Okay nevermind. My day is so pathetic.

Better get off this computer so the headache doesn't worsen.
Bye bye.

"There are certain people you just keep coming back to"
-All at once, The Fray

Search the lyrics for that song. Its so meaningful.
We shouldn't take people for granted.

So okay, tdy the day was alright. :)
Lotsa people didn't come though.
During geography we played Taboo, and our group won.
Hah. :/ Its just a game.

During the rest of the lessons, spent time reading magazines with zihui. :)
She's so nice+pretty, agree? Haha.
After school went back with zihui, chunzhi & liting.
Me and zihui stayed at some busstop and talked about this&that. :)

Then went to meet xinyi to give her her subj combination thingy.
All i want now is to get into my option. Please?

Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.

Tdy was kind of boring. :( Had some sexual edu thing.
Which i forgot about totally la.
Then after school, went to check the subjcomb thing.
I hope i can get into the option i chose. :D

And in the end, i did stick with history and decided not to take geography.
Kinda regret not working harder though.
Haha. Oh well. It's too late alrdy.
End of school in 3days time!

Next year everyone will be like newhaircut+newbag+newuniform.
Okay, MAYBE only anyway. :)
But its sort of fun to see whats changed.

Bye!
Goodbye, i'm gonna walk away now.

Yeah well anyway, school was fine. :)
Very boring though. Start of school, they were discussing the class tee.
Haha, weird people, so late then plan the class tee.
But i guess it will be the only memory we will have of 1/3 & 2/3.

Though the school promised us a class photo, but so far noneee. :/
Oh well! Talked with xy about this and that, these and those.
With zihui too, :) And we had math worksheets.
They were supposed to be primary six questions, but i didn't know how to do.

After school, went to the mall.
But it was so smallll. :( Anyway, it feels weird.
SCHOOL'S ENDING. Still doesn't feel real to me though?
Two years is quite a lot for class to remain tgt?
Cause in primary school, the system wasn't like that. :)

Okay anyway, it all just seems so different.
Wonder if some stuff this year was just one BIG LIE.
If those stuff were really lies, then :(

Everything always goes wrong when you most want it to be right.
HAH. Ironic, isn't it?

G-bye, :/

YAY. :)

Listening to 987fm online now. :D
Okay, anyway, sorry my posts have been getting shorter&shorter.
But what to do. -.- I've no mood to blog la, really.

My life=180deg flip alr.
Well, maybe not that drastic okay. 150deg flip then.
SOSOSO many things have changed and in a bad way too.
The 30deg is still the same, the good stuff.

But anyway, okayokay enough angles.
I'm sick of maths. Maths tuition in november. >:O
Sorry i'm so random tdy, but there's so much bad things happening.
THUS! I have no mood to blog anymore.

Gonna watch Onetreehill Season3 later. :))
Happy, HAHA. I love Onetreehill.

Gooderbyer.

Hello people/animals! :)
Decided to do a quiz since i haven't done them in a long long LONG time.
Of course, i'm just bored. And sleepy. I just woke up at 1130 though.
Which is very late for me alrdy. Anyhowww. On to the quiz. -.-

1) Some random girl comes up to you and says "Hey, what's your name?"
Anne! :/

2) What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
I don't know, i think a sweet? Haven't eaten since then.

3) What does your last text message say?
Lazy to switch on my phone. :))

4) The last song you listened to?
My sis just on-ed the radio so the song is uh. You & Me by Lifehouse.

5) If you hated someone and got put in charge of their funeral music, what would it be?
Depends on how much i hate them :x

6) Where is your best friend right now?
Don't know also.

7) What did you do yesterday?
Nothing. Yes REALLY nothing. :/

8) Pick a scar on your body what did you do?
Scar on my shoulder due to injection.

9) What teacher have you hated most and why?
A primary school teacher, don't even wanna mention her name. So cruel manz.

12) What do you really think happened to steve on blues clues?
Haha i don't know but i think th dog is really cute.

14) Who is your most religious friend?
Jiaying! :)

15) Who do you trust with your life?
My family and closest friends.

16) If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
My name is my name, so i will keep it. :P

17) What would you say if someone was talking BAD things about you behind your back?
Oh sure, let them talk. -.- Can't be bothered.

18) What do you hate about your school?
The routine. Constant nagging.

19) How often do you curse?
-smiles.

20) Do you trust all of your friends?
Not every single one.

21) Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
Suree, why not.

22) Have you been to detention more than twice?
Nope.

23) Name two things you would NOT tolerate in a relationship?
Yi jiao ta liang chuan+Fakeness.

24) Which one of your friends do you think would make the best prostitute?
Ew, none.

25) Are you afraid of falling in love?
Yup! Who isn't anyway?

26) Who do you dislike?
No one.

27) Would you stop talking to your friends because you hooked up with a new person?
No of course not. Why else would they be my friends then?

29) Fill in the blank. I love_____.
The worllld. :/

30) What is a goal you would like to accomplish in the near future?
I want good results, and i wanna be happier+more accomplished than i am now.

Okay! See yaaa.

ABIGAIL NG LING YING is grounded tdy.
So cannot go out. Hey, boring. :(

Anyway i found a blog which i can read without getting bored.
Because the blogger is really very interesting+cool+lotta good qualities!
Go and guess the url :DDD You'll never guess it.

Appearing offline now, msn gets really boring.
Sorry for the post ytd, it was so saddd. >:(

HAHA. I'm happy tdy. :)
Bye.

What i don't understand is why people can go from delirious, happy, ecstatic and what not to sad, and unhappy in such a quick space of time. I mean, just tdy i was like so super happy with just a sentence that xy told me. And now, i'm just not anymore. I know its kinda mean to state everyth here, so i won't use the real names for anyone.

Person A: Hey omg okay. Is it so hard to drag yourself out of the house? After planning and postponing a few times, its still so hard to get you to go. I'm not angry, really not. But i don't think we needa go anymore. I've alrdy lost the mood to go just by you telling me all the stuff. And the weird thing is that you initiated this in the first place. Nevermind, its okay. :) Person B: Hmm. :( Once thinking about it, and i can't go on anymore. Since i alrdy wrote about this in my lj, i won't bother to write it here again. Wish it wasn't like that.

Hah. Okay, you can tell when i'm pissed off/sad/emo+bored when i write in paragraphs. Really. There's no school tmrw. Oh, yay. :/ That was sarcastic. Really very sarcastic. Plans alw end up getting moved aside. Couldn't be bothered to plan anyth anymore. Still watching some tv now, so i'll go offline. Bye.

Tdy was VERY boring. >:(
When i first arrived at sch, everyone was putting their heads down.
Hahhh. Also discussed some stuff, about what to bring and all.
The things the teachers planned in the hall was boring.

Although the first part, before recess was alright.
After recess, everyone really didn't want to enter there again.
The videos were really not nice.
And i didn't pay any attention anyway.
Also, the drawing we did for the EXPLORE SINGAPORE! thing was also damn kiddish. :D

Lucky the teacher never pick it.
After school, went homeee.
Omg, kinda embarrassing though, one of the incidents which happened. :)
Hmm. I DON'T want them to be posted.

Badminton with them tmrw.
I'm not looking forward to the holidays anymore. :(
Really am not. :((

Bye.

There aren't any normal lessons tmrw, yay! :DDD
All NE & movie screening stuff, which we can all slack.
Wanna go out with abigail and chunzhi on friday too.
So that we can practise bad-mean-tunnn.

Its been sucha long time since we 3 have gone out tgt anyway.
Oh, and i might be starting my math tuition this NOVEMBER.
Gosh, this will REALLY, REALLY, REALLLY make me hate math more than i alrdy do.
Though i guess it can't be helped coz its for my own good.
The one and only thing i like in maths is graphs, which i don't know why either.

Anyways, i was wondering whether i should take AEM.
I know you all dun really care if i do take or not. -.-
But i was just wonderinggg, because i don't know if it'll help at all.
That, plus (hopefully) 2 ccas, is a big load.

After talking with abigail and keling tdy in class, i'm not sure.
They really persuaded me (unintentionally) to take AEM.
Although i did not want it before. Hmm. Descisions x2.

Okay think i'm gonna log off now.
Going online is so boring now and then.
Nites.

Tdy was okay, i guess.
Not very special or whtv, though english&geog exam marks were better.
Talked with xy&lynn during some free period.
And read 8Days too, which clairie lent me.
School can get boring sometimes though. >:(

When we got back our english marks, i went to abigails seat.
And! Her composition was really funny, IN A GOOD WAY. :DDD
Clairieoldtay also did well. ;)

Y'know what, i just realised that 2007 is ending soon.
Seems quite weird, like i've been in 1/3 and then 2/3 for a long time.
Its not like i love this class x12345678910.
But it'll feel really weird to leave, all the same. :(
Wonder which class i'll get to next year, and who'll i will be with.

MAYBEEE, i'm thinking too much.

See ya.

:(

Hmm, did really badly for final years.
I wanted to do better, but i didn't. >:(
Esp upset that i failed biology though=no pure bio next year.
Thanks for cheering me up though. (You know who you are)
Luckily i still passed my science overall.

After school, went to eat with xy&cz.
But i was still emo-ing away, haha. Sorry. :)
Maybe next time i will be happier but just not tdy.
AND we missed two buses. >:O

I want need a better day.

Some new band who i listen to now. :DDD
Jonas Brothers, go listen to SOS & Hold On, because theyre so catchy.
Talking to xinyi online now, :)
I've nothing to do, nowhere to go. BORED.

AND MIGHT NOT BE GOING OVERSEAS ANYMORE. DDD:
Thats so sad laaa. I really wanted to get out of singapore.
It can get boring sometimes due to all the shopping malls i've alr gone.
There's nothing nothing nothing new.

Anw i really wanna talk about SOMESTUFF.
I'm gonna go to my lj for that.
Thereforeee, only my lj friends can read.
Need someplace to vent out frustration, coz i'm frustrated enough with SOMESTUFF.
This blog's too public.

I also really doubt that anyone will make a lj just to read mine.
Sooo, uh, abigail ng. You can go read. :)
& my sis also, and whoever else la. 2 lj friends=Privacy.
B-Y-EEEE.

It's hard without you around.

Went to ngee ann city tdyyy.
Originally my sis wanted to buy shorts or smth.
But we ended up buying 3 shirts.

Another thing: I seriously don't know who reads this.
Or if anyone reads its, becuz no one tags. :( HA.HA.HAAA.
To me, its just a way to pass the time.
I REALLY have nth better to do.

Wanna go play badminton with abigail&cz on monday.
I'm bored at home.
And just thinking about my grades is a big worry.

One last thing: I WANNA CUT MY HAIR.
Its so annoying right now, becauseee its so messy.
Need to keep the length though.

School on tuesday.
Ciaoz, :)

I'd rather not talk about it.
>:(
:(

/edit.
Abigail NGLINGYINGY:
Thanks for talking with me and cheering me up.
At the start of the call, i was practically. crying
At the end of the call, i was smiling alr, what with everyth she said.
And she also said smth, which might not have meant lots but...
It really made me feel better, when i knew that.
The rest of the phonecall's not for the public.
THANKS SO MUCH! <33

I'm not used to end of exams.
I asked myself what i needed to study just now. Oh gosh.
Talked to flattie on the phone just now, tsk.
From retarded phoneconv to emo phoneconv. Hahhh. :/

{It does suck
It sucks when you have the perfect life
But you decide
"Nah. Im sick of being perfect. Let's ruin it."
And you lose the people that matter the most
And you can't get it back.}

So true.
Bugis with cz, xy & jy tmrow.
Nights.

EXAMS ARE OVER :DDD

Listening to some radio station from iTunes now.
Wanna go out, :( Why am i at homeee.
Oh whttheheck. My maths paper 2 was a failure.
Think i lost about 14 plus marks, damn sad. D:

After the paper, we stayed back for briefing of class chalet.
Who's going? Can tag in the tagboard if you are?

Hmm, realised that the school year's gonna be over soon.
Seems as if this year's lasted forever, some good and some bad stuff.
Will espcially miss you, you, you, you, you & you.
Don't ask who those people are, because seriously i won't say. :)
This class is not bad, i guess, so considered good to be here.
Hope my secondary 3 class will be good/better and with those 6ppl above.

This holidays, i think i'll go out with-
Abigail&Chunzhi=Badminton/Shopping?
Courtney&Wenyu=Talking/Catching up with one another.
Xinyi&Zihui&Whoeverelse=ARCADE, pretty please? :)/Movies.
Nicetwin&Xl&Zl=Maybe, see how.
Family=Whatever they wanna do.
Class chalet=Perhaps? Maybe? Possibly? We'll see.
Overseas=Even if its malaysia, or some faraway place, i also want. :D
Many others which i am not sure about. Sighhhh.

Will really miss 2007, though it had ups and downs.
Really scared for my results. >:(
Bye.